Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Thomas

(9:57:14 AM) mmdunno: i feel like alice in nirvana
(9:57:15 AM) mmdunno: lol
(9:58:27 AM) xxxUltronxxx: lol
(9:58:34 AM) xxxUltronxxx: just don't OD or piss off courtney love
(9:58:37 AM) xxxUltronxxx: but yea man i g2g

Monday, October 18, 2010

Spiral Logic - Last Album

1. Alyssa

Because
I want (you).
Terrified, you don't (me)...
Because
I fear (you),
I want
A place in (Heaven)...
I need to. 
... Because
I love (you).
Terrified, assumption...
Because
I fear (you),
I'd love
To return to (Eden)...
I want to.
... Because
I need (you).
Terrified, you won't (me)...
Because
I fear (you),
I need
A place for (myself).
To belong.
Am I..
.. welcome?

2. Skip ~ Forward

(instrumental)

3. Game's Fake

I feel
... Unreal
Convinced that
It can't.
There is
No chance.
Don't yet realize...
Caught in the game.
Make it real
Convinced that
It won't.
We have
No chance.
Don't you realize...
Merely a game?
Make it real
Not convinced
It can't.
Or there is
No chance.
Don't you realize?
Only a game!
Only Feel
Convinced that
Nothing's
Unreal...

4. Rewind ~ Back

(instrumental)

5. Hit (Pause)

Wake up!
Peace and Love
What you seek...!
It's right THERE!
IN MY FACE!
HIT PAUSE!!!
Stop!
Time, money
What you seek...!
It's right HERE!
IN YOUR FACE!
HIT PAUSE!!!
Think!
What you KNOW
What we get!
Get the FUCK!
OUT OUR FACE!!
HIT PAUSE!!!
The Time Is
4:20.
    
6. Pause
 - PAUSE -
    (play)

7. Play (Perfect Gem)

Woah. Now
Just like that.
Here we go.
In a flash.
Way Too Slow or
Way Too Fast?
Woah. Here.
Just like that.
There we go.
In a flash.
Nothing's too Slow,
or too Fast.

Watchin' 'Em
Losin'...
... That Perfect Gem...

No! Now.
How 'bout that?
You are here
- Click Click Click -
You're Too Far or
Just Too Near!
No! Here.
- Click Click -
...Beer?
Both Too Far
And Too Near!

Stoppin' 'Em
Imaginin'...
... That Perfect Gem...

Go! Now.
Free at last
In a flash
Look right fast
Or it'll
Fly right passed.
Here, now!
Finally found.
The chains; Unbound.
Free at last
Forgive the past.

Helpin' 'Em
To Activate...
... That Perfect Gem...

I have no fear.
I knew you were always there.
Somehow...
"... I know!"
"really?"

8. On Saving The World (David Bowie Cover in The Vain of Kurt Cobain)

You were always there, tried to break the chains
You said you never left, I thought you did in vain
Which came as a surprise, You spoke into my mind...
I thought you died alone, a long long time ago.
Complete, he weeps
Confused and all alone.
You al-, ways were
The one who saved my world.
I cried and I denied, That I deserve a home
No need to even look, years still left to roam
So now I understand, we'll walk forever more
We must have died... as one. A long, long time ago.
The stares, No care
Not even worth a groan.
This pain, mundane
There's justice in this world.
Defeat, she weeps
Confused, but not alone.
Do I... deserve
The one who saved the world?

Dying, I weep
No Pain, I'm not alone.
You al-, ways were
The ones who saved the world.
..And On and on is all we are...
.. On and on is all we are...
.. On and on is all we are...
.. On and on is all we are...
.. On and on is all we are...
.. On and on is all we are...
On and on
is all
We are.
And...

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Pride

I am proud to be a human, where at least I know I am alive.

Return To Reason

We need someone to disprove game theory.

Assuming the theory is correct would make it a law.

A law of everything. It is not a law of everything.

Assuming the theory of E is correct would make it a law.
A law of everything. A law of love.

The fundamental law of the existence that we have been breaking since we can remember.

I have disproved game theory by reminding us that theories are not even real in nature, they are only observable.

We have been breaking the fundamental law of love.

It's time to return to reason.

It's that simple.

If you can draw it, you can see it.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Everything Below (and Above) is My Imagination

Everything I've discussed stems from the theory of E which is a product of my imagination.

Let me explain...

I spent my childhood playing video games religiously beginning at the age of 2. At some point, while wonderfully absorbed in other people's imaginations, I realized something I thought to be a terrible tragedy.

I do not have an imagination!

Though I was able to thoroughly enjoy other people's imaginations and creations (and still am)... I was unable to imagine or create anything for myself.

Until I imagined and created the theory.

So basically, if the theory or any other article here makes any sense to you, then perhaps you should be frightened. After all, I imagined all of that, so you must be a part of my imagination.
Only, you're not, I probably have never even met you before.

And I do not have an imagination!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Knowledge of Good and Evil

Let's keep metaphysical (religious) discussion to a minimum and focus purely on our own humanity, the world, and universe we are a part of.

In this world, we have a story that many of us know, about the creation of the planet. In this story, humans were in Eden. Then, they were cast out of Eden for eating from a forbidden tree.

So why was the tree forbidden?

The kneejerk reply is to say that the reason for it being forbidden is because it is the tree that "God" told us not to eat from. But we were tricked into eating from it anyways, and that is why we were punished.

Alright. So why was the friggin' tree forbidden?

That didn't answer my question. I asked why God forbade the tree. I am questioning God's intent in restricting us from eating from that tree.

Well low and behold, the answer lies in the story. It isn't just a tree.

It's a tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil. Eating from this tree is to pass judgment on someone and decide that YOU can control them because YOU know what is Good and what is Evil.

It's to become a king. It is to censor. It is to control. And it is to enslave.

Yes, we are modern day slaves. Each and every one of us.

Some suffer more than others, that is a fact, but we all suffer.

Religious stories aside, I am ready to see a new world Eden, built by our technology. All we need to do is create a system that promotes freedom rather than control.

And then the system can take care of our basic needs, and we can all live with peace and love.

This way, humanity shall evolve, transcend, and build its own Eden.

Technological Transcendence

Humans are not capable of evolving on their own. The way that we have chosen to live our lives is one that does not allow for homo sapien sapien to evolve any further. We have tempered the planet around us and breed among each other and will always remain homo sapien sapien.

Thus, we have curbed evolution...

Except not quite. Our technology is the precursor for transcending the entire planet to a new, evolved form. Through our fear, anger, suffering, and pain, we have created something absolutely wonderful.

It's a physical manifestation of the collected consciousness.
You know it more familiarly as the Internet.
Oh glorious Internet, capable of teaching and solving anything!
Could it really be a key to world peace and Eden?

To put it simply, Yes.

As early as twenty years ago, if one individual, x, was passionate about an incorrect idea or concept and had three friends, the fifth individual, y, who knows the first individual is incorrect would meet with a struggle to convince the other four that they are, indeed, wrong. Worse than that, if x has power and y has none, x may even manage to force y to accept that x is correct and x is all-knowing. But x was inherently wrong.

Twenty years ago, y could not break out his smartphone, google the answer, confirm his own logic, and then laugh at the ignorance of the other four.

The above example illustrates how we were a lot more ignorant twenty years ago due to how easily ignorance could spread. We didn't have the almighty Internet. We had to rely on "experts" and "authority" to tell us the right way.

Now we have ourselves and each other to tell us the right way.

As we always did...

"Spiritual" individuals always knew this due to their ability to naturally tap into our collected consciousness.

Not everyone was blessed with this ability.

But everyone is able to use Google...

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Theory of Relativity Contrasted With Theory of E

Let's compare equations:

Theory of Relativity:           
E = m x c2                                                
E = Energy
M = Mass
C2 = (Space)(Time)

Theory of E:
L = F x e
L = Love
F = Fear
e = Experience = Existence/Circumstance

Energy = Love
Mass = Fear
Space x Time = Simplified Experience

The difference between the two, other than their respective schools of thought, is that c squared, or spacetime, is a simplified version of experience. Experience reflects a vital aspect of life that science has an inherently difficult time explaining; consciousness.

A constant squared is not complex enough to encompass consciousness. It works if we are looking to measure and analyze a specific point in time, but applied to a moving and living system, its accuracy becomes flawed.

Life is not a circle, or a parabola.

Life is a spiral. We swing with the ups, and the downs.

The center of the spiral is gold.

It is Eden.

We are close.

Why Both Good and Bad Politicians Are Worthless

Because they act as a chokehold for human progress.

Let's look at a current world example.

The United States has tax laws that are elapsing at the end of the year that desperately need to be reconsidered, restructured, voted upon, and enacted, as soon as possible. These projected changes affect literally every income level and individual and both sides, democrat and republican, understands that decisions need to be reached. Businesses and individuals living in uncertainty (fear) slows down the economy. Basic logic requires no explanation.

But no one is doing anything. Why?

Voting season is coming up, and they are worried about public opinion.

They are afraid that if they do their job, they risk losing their job.

So they simplify things by not doing their job.
This clearly demonstrates that the system is ineffective and inefficient. If these people are not either willing or able to think for themselves and stand up for what they believe is right then they are not the people who should be in that position. Kneejerk reaction and history say to replace them.


That won’t fix anything.
It is the system itself that has proven to fail us.
The system is capitalism and plutocracy disguised as democracy.
Or any other system of mass control.
A fix would be a system that gives us mass freedom.  

I believe that the lesson here is that we can’t keep looking at the past as a means to fix the future. We need to look at ourselves and the present as a means to fix the future while contemplating the past. But we should not live and base our decisions on the past. This creates a loop and indeed, history repeats itself. And our history is one of suffering, pain, slavery, and cruelty.

I dream of something far better.


Critique / Discussion Appreciated

And healthy

"Deadly" Sins versus Golden Virtues

The seven "deadly" sins and their respective inverse virtues are as follows:

Pride - Humility
Greed - Altruism
Lust - Continence
Anger - Patience
Gluttony - Temperance
Envy - Kindness
Sloth - Fortitude

Note that none of the "deadly" sins are very deadly at all. Deadly would be murder, rape, and slavery, or, any act which removes freedom. The "deadly" sins are merely common fear aspects of human personality. We are all the seven deadly sins and seven golden virtues. And we always will be.

Accepting this is important. Denying this fact is to deny yourself and your own existence. Notice, though, that this is nothing to fret about. All of the seven "deadly" sins that make up the "darkest" side of our personality can be drivers for delevopement. Pride, greed, lust, anger, gluttony, envy, and sloth all serve their purpose in each of our lives. Without them, humility, altruism, continence, patience, temperance, kindness, or fortitude do not even exist.

Because Love needs Fear.

That's just the way it is... so forgive it. Accept it. Learn from it.

And let it be.

Let's move on. No reason to kill each other over it.

Or even worse, force our "enlightened" perspectives onto underdeveloped personalities.

To force others to do the right thing is to do the wrong thing.

They'll find their way, eventually.

Not-So-Original Thought

Theory of E
Existence = (Love / Fear) x circumstance
ɸ = (L / F) x c
[Existence / circumstance = experience = Love / Fear]
[ɸ / c = e = L / F]
Love = experience x Fear
 L = e x F
 Fear = Love / experience
 F = L / e
Variables
Constants
L | Love
ɸ | Existence
F | Fear
c | circumstance

e | experience


Explanation and Interpretation*
Your Existence is the quotient of two real choices, Love and Fear, applied against circumstance, or “chance”. Everything else is a concept, illusion, or derivation.
Love and Fear come in many forms and each form has its corresponding counter-form.
Based on the above equations, the following holds true and is self-evident:
Existence is Love affected by Fear, and circumstance.
Love is experience and Fear.
Fear is Love affected by experience.
Notice, Fear is arbitrary. It slows down Existence by deteriorating circumstance while Love works inversely. Love improves Existence by enhancing circumstance.
While Fear is a derivation of Love, Love is also affected by Fear. Greater Love equates to greater Fear. Thus, Fear is Love; however, Love is NOT Fear.
Therefore, Existence is not divided between two real choices, only one; Love.
Love is the only real choice and Fear comes through it. Love creates Fear and Fear creates
Love.
Forgive Fear and live with Love and Existence will improve.
Forgive Fear.
For Fear is derived from Love. You are the only person who can change yourself.
Remember: Love over Fear; Always.
~ I.M. E
*[Thoughts within are derived from the theory which was derived from the thoughts within]